Definitely not all too glamourous. Jordan has just decided to break up with me. Life sucks at this point. I went to sleep, hoping everything's just a bad dream, but well, when you wake back up into reality, you know you're only comforting yourself badly. So I've decided to move on, by asking for Jordan's forgiveness and living life as it is. We couldn't be together anyway, so it's only for the best. I have my own short-comings, he has his too. One thing I never regretted was loving him. Now we're only friends. Just friends. Haha. At least, we both deserve our own breathing space then. I do hope he will learn to live in a cleaner place. He really needs to clean up, though, perhaps, that's just me.
Still, I just got an offer to write journals. 3 journals a week, RM100 a month. Just to fill in my time, at least. Hopefully everything will turn up well.
Now what am I going to do? Well, prolly concentrate on studies.. Maybe earn some money, and hopefully, fall in love again. Life sucks, but what else can I do apart from sucking up to it. I'll take you on and I won't just stop here feeling sorry for myself. I might, but not for long. I'm not going to disappoint my friends. I'm always the one giving the advice, so how can I fail badly? XD
And as for me and Jordan, we're still friends. Though, things might get boring, but at least, I won't feel so guilty anymore when I check out some other guys. LOL. God bless us.
Much love,
David.
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